The break up

After my first boyfriend, I've never thought that I would find someone new. I was so depressed that I started smoking, cutting my veins and doing other stuff. Until then I met someone.. from the internet.

We wrote emails to each other almost everyday, then we moved to chat then to cellphone. 

He was different from the other guys that I knew. He was a loving, caring, trustworthy, reliable person. 

He did changed everything in my life: thought me how to love again, to be patient & strong, to speak for myself. 

After 3 weeks of chatting we decided to meet, it was the 30th of October 2011. He picked me from school and walked to the park talking about a lot of stuff, as if knew each other for years ( normally i'm not that open to guys). Weeks, months passed Michał and I became a couple. After all this time, I was telling that I wasn't ready and that I might never fall in love again. But he waited for me, cause he knew that I may the same way as he did and it happened. Everything was perfect by then! He would pick me up from school with a rose in his hand, taking me out for lunch/movies/meet his family, doing my wish list, waking me up everyday for school with words: Good morning honey ! It's time for school ! I love you! (gosh i miss that) What he wanted was to make me the happiest girl in the world. 

Then one day slowly things we're falling apart. We would disagree with other things, have different opinions, fight for just little things. Each day got worst. I always thought that he's finally the prince.. But I guess I was wrong .. He left me because of that .. All our dreams , plans for the future fell apart ... 

We've been together for 1 year 9 months ...