In just few days I'll be celebrating my 19th birthday. Well, I've always been so happy that my birthday is coming up soon, all the wishes, presents and etc. It has always been a very happy, important day for me..

But now it's different , I don't feel like it's coming ... If magic would exist, I would ask for staying forever young and for also other things.

When I was young I've always been into fights of my parents that they don't understand me, that they are too over protective and stuffs. I just couldn't wait until i'll get older. Now I wish I could go back to the old times..